Swimsuits and sunshine...

So what did I say about blogging? I am seriously horrid at this.  Really. I would make it a resolution but, well I'm terrible at those too so I'll just keep plugging along at my tempo. :)  We're planning a trip to Hawaii for our 10th anniversary this Spring.  We bought a groupon with our friends last year and are kindof at the mercy of the resort people as to if there will be a resort available in the great island state when we want to go..as we can only book 60 days in advance.  So...we're toning up and working our bodies to beach perfection in anticipation of this adventure.  I myself have never walked on a beach in a bathing suit without something over the top of it. (except for the time I maybe mentioned in my first blog).  So...I am kind of excited to do it. I will have to find the perfect bathing suit, but darn it anyways if I haven't worked hard for this body I am going to show it off! This is a huge step for me as I am self conscious to the core. I still see the chubby girl in the mirror even though she is long gone. It will be a long time before that is gone, if ever, but I do feel like I am getting better about that. I'm not going to go on national tv and sport the bathing suit I am pretty sure Kirstie Allie did all the revealing necessary for an entire generation...but maybe I'll be photographed in it. Maybe. :)